My name is Serene, twenty-one this year, usually people don't believe. i love any kind of sports, taking new challenges in life. Dancing use to be so important in my life, but well i've stop. I definetly miss those time when i'm on the stage. Came From An IJ School. Always with an IJ Spirit. How i wish i could travel around for shopping. Passion is the key of success. I am so blessed to have a lovely family.
hoW i feeL? crying? sadness? laughter? FEAR? helpless? DISAPPOINTED?
what has got into me? i oso dunno how to explain to myself?
itS time for mE to reflex on myself!!!
the calling for mee is back again....
i know i need to go back where i suppose to be*
will i be given a chance stilL?
i haf fear in me?
what cld haf happen to mee...?
it'S was reali a big impact* the hurts in my heart* which cant be explain* not toking about anyone but myself* i haf learnt my biggEst lesSson*
i will pull thru myself* i will stand up on my own feet* i am strong*
``` it came across that day, it reali shaken my heart down* what if i jus leave the world suddenly? what will happen??? what am i suppose to do* i am reali scare*
why ppl turn to sucide? when they face problem?
i haf decided to close myself up le*
thanks to all my beloved friends* dun worrie abt me* things will go well//*
everything jus need to set it back*
in no time...
i may be young* being navie* being impulsive* being foolish*
tears, being alone*
i am a sinner who needs to be forgiven...
Love,Serenesigned off at 10:22 PM
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
SeEm Tt's Golden DusT iS flYing alL ovEr*
iS noT that i dUn wAnna uPdate mY blog RegularlY..paRtially is bEcausE im tiRed After cOminG homE..& alSo mosT of thE timE sOmeOnE iS HogginG tO thE com 24/7... JusT dUn wAnna Waste mY stRengtH to Quarrel* must as Well saVe iT to do othERs thingS*
bEen contRoling mY temper very welL..thou i know that my temper iS aint gOoD* i Jus dun waN to SeE anY unhAppIneSs* Hatered iS woRsT...the fEelinG cld Jus makE things go Worst!!!!
thou i may not be a good disciple* but i still listen to wad YOU saY. i know U are somewhere with me* & tt's whY im not aFraid...
noW i Wanted to saVe mY for my oWn laPpY...from thEre i cld haf mY own timE, no moRe fights... buT eh...it wld takes sOme somE time......hmpf~ sometime tot of living myself* sound cool* who wldnt wants?
u would noe where ur things are lying..& definetly nobody wld takes ur things away! beeN reali disaapointed of sEeing things happeN in the fam* till now no one is CaughT^ yeA``in a way.. famIly..buT this shld even means that no hurt/hatered to be found in*
on the other hand..sometime this kinda hurt wld always be the most hurting ones//not surprising thou*
when will this stop???
mmm...perharps till the day i leave the world i wldnt noe the answer* judgement day arrivals will be the day for all* everyone would face the things that they had done before.... repent*
everyone come & gO..Circle of FriendS wld Grow* ppL tEnds tO lose Contacts... u cld nv stick to onli one*
somethings u have no choice but to let go*
what u reali wants may not be able to get it*
but wad reali happens to U are things u have to go thru~
no matter wad..be sTrong* saying this to myself^ & to the ppL i love!!!!
mY dEaresT...> HappI tO sEe U FinalI get ovEr with tHosE PasT* it's GooD that u moVe On...sTill u shlD haf move oN way beFore...
anywaY it noT a prOblem noW....buT plS dun leT iT happEns tO u agaiN..u goT to leaRnt to be sTrong.alRight* thou i cant proMise U to Be thEre foR u Foreva* buT i wlD be theRe if u need Mee* wE can alwAys gO drinkinG again!!!hahahahs* U are definetly be needed when something happEn tO me* Becos u R impoRtant As welL*
as foR mY moMmy* i sTill belif thaT u had not come tO a ReaL deCision yeT* hesItating aRe stilL iN uu~ no one is Gonna forcE u to do anythinG, u leaD ur own wayS..ur own path* if that is reaLi wad u wan... but if u dun//* SO WHAT U WAITING FOR?? Dun tHink of urSelf so negatively* i belif u DesErve somEone who reali loves U* & cld reali take caRe oF U.... u juS got tO be paTience* perhaprs iT take u onli onE step//.. & resT oF it wIll bE donE for U*
hOW tO loVe a PerSon* iS hoW muCh u FirsT loVe HiM* ....... mY waY oF lifE are sTill in the pRoceSs oF building* tIll the righT onE aPpeaRs*
i do noT knoW iF itS U* but thankS foR sTePping intO mY lifE*
i maY geT upSeT...
i mAy Be HapPY..
iF wE cld walK thE samE diRection togEther*
not foRgetting mY skyhigH*
thinGs cld haPpeN in No time* wheN eVerythinG is ouT of conTrol...
evEn whEn u dun wish tOo*
bUt nO maTter what*
this wilL not changE*---->sKyHigh~!
. .. ... .... ..... ...... PrInCeSs>>//*
Love,Serenesigned off at 10:02 AM
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
yea* many things cld happen at one shot* things happen at home outside....wadeva* being strong* got to be prepare for everything..thou u cant predict the future..got to works thing out..insteadt of waiting for things to happen* mmm..everyone grows & learn...everyone make mistake..so as long u learned the mistake n nv let it happen again!!!!! how can one feel happiness?? mmm...is everyone out there ready to fighT?...mmm..sound so seerious. no la..sometime jus afraids of things.. is normal. walking your own path..cld leads u to the right or wong way*.....u haf to decide* is that wad u reali wan???? lie-ing can nv solve the problem....... u are onli hidding to urself* the world can seE U when u cant sEe t he world*