My name is Serene, twenty-one this year, usually people don't believe. i love any kind of sports, taking new challenges in life. Dancing use to be so important in my life, but well i've stop. I definetly miss those time when i'm on the stage. Came From An IJ School. Always with an IJ Spirit. How i wish i could travel around for shopping. Passion is the key of success. I am so blessed to have a lovely family.
good....learning more on web publishing.... is fun still... hopefully can do well in test... scare too*
earli dismiss..... hungry hungry*... eating time!!!!!!! den went to hub to rot* hahhas...second home ar!!!! hahahahas....
headed back for class for pom* nth much...onli an hour...
den yea...it's SW time!!!! finali we all are gg... wahahahas.... such a long time man!!!! winks...
and it CAPTAIN BALL time!!!!! my stamina went down... cant run for long man!!!! reali need to train upp real soon!!!! fell on the ground...hahahs.. jus to catch tt ball... it's pain de*...but ok la...lucky is not concrete.. hahahs.. probably...blue-black... no bleeding..=)
=) i will train up okies! hahahs...
yea...
so tired...need more water to replenish myself... rest rest rest......
time for presentation......!!!!! shall impromptu* wahahahah*
presentation finish at abt 6* then stayed to play cashflow game* getting ready for the year1 to play!!!!!!!
and......
ended up staying till 8pm* gosh... in sch can u imagine... it so dark n quiet.............
more or less know how to play la... it interesting thou...but lots of calculation to be done... all the best ar....player* hahahas...
meet jo for dinner* im getting hungry so easy today!!!! dunno why ar....hahaahs... im still growing?? wahahhaa*
ate curry* nicey...
chat wif jo* awhile den headed home.....
today movie marathon* jus finish watching ghost ship* on ch 5* its disgusting* seeing them eating the worms* oh man!!!!
now is scream 3..... all scary movie... alrite...watching all by myself... stupid sis la...ps me!!!!! hmpf...
yea...tml is holiday* winks...
i so wanna watch spiderman3*!!!!!!!!
Love,Serenesigned off at 11:15 PM
Sunday, April 29, 2007
sat*
today got to wake so earli... but weather so nice to slp.... plus im so tired.... so laze a lil while more... suppose to meet ting* at 7* in the end...0730* hahahass... the waiting of bus damm long... getting out of patience waitting for bus 65* sigh...
and we reach habourfront* we needed to do up the booth..... and guess wad.. we got nothing.... sigh...
is there any much help from themm??? i doubt* all they noe was to sit n watch us* me & ting jus got to crack our brain*
it was time for us to give up man... i reali felt so damm piss la... and seriously was kinder of sian abt everything.....
nearly wanna give up le... the feeling jus sux... so wanted to dig hole n hide inside.....
seriously if not for terrence* me & ting will jus go.....
but i held on....cos i didnt wan to give up in a way jus lyk tt... thanks to regina grp* they sponsor us wif the paper* and we need to think of wad we can do*
thanks to all my dearest fren* if not for u guys help* our booth is nothing too* fen* & esther for bringing all the stuffs ber* for doing our poster* lego* jem* for coming down to support vic* for making a trip down to the sch to source for our stuff* when u r sick* pls take good care of urself kies.
conclusion* frens are the best in everything* thanks guys*
aand a big thanks to all the people for ur voiting.... u make a different in our score*
result: we won* congrate ting* can u believe it* we made it....such a long journey!!!!! =)
and congrate to regina grp* for wining the poster* smile...
well done ppl*
and last but not least.... esther* who made us proud ae welll.. her grp won first* =)
hahhahas..dun forgett the treating ar...hahahahs...
it reali a long day today.... everyone is reAL tireed......
and finali...it all over*
thanks for shifu & daddie, miru & karen coming down to support me* thanks for the presentz as well* =)
hopefully the next trip i can go wif u alll!!!!! smile...
sun*
too tired to wake up.... set alarm at 10am* but my brain reali tired.... cant get myself up... i needed slp... so continue.....
then.....headed to tiong to eat...met jo* wow..so long didnt c her too* catch up awhile n headed home... my 2nd sis not in a mood yea.... so accompany her... went back home to wait for her to be done.... then she treated me to coffee bean*
ray kor* is coming back from korea le... yea* and he gonna bring me my present man!!!!! if not.....he WAtch out!!!! hahahahs......
so my sis..went over to the airport to fetch him*
alrite.... tis week probably can rest a lil not as hectic... hopefully la....
mmm... but tt will means soon busy got to start again!!!!!
sorry guys....i still cANt find time to meet u guys upp!!!! =(
Love,Serenesigned off at 9:28 PM
Saturday, April 28, 2007
fri*
gosh...woke upp today... feeling so different... perharps i wasnt in my room...my own bed tt y* feeling so lethargic....dun feel lyk waking upp!!!sigh*
no choice...got to go sch.... headed to sch...
there isnt lesson today... so basically jus slack... attended a talk on personal grooming...mmm.. seriously...she is not bad....smile... good life in a way too.. she even had 4 children... 3boy n 1 gal....gosh.. tt gal is reali blessed. mmm....
den heAded off to lunch...hungry hungry.... got to eat b4 we do the set up for the event......
cutting n pasting of the light...... was tiring......hahahass strain in the eyes* & hand .......
done wif LT* proceeded to the booth for etp* got to speak upp**yea.. then.. poor me & regina... sat there for past 2 hours plus... and nobody entertains us.... sigh.....
but lucky we still manage to find things to entertain ourself...wahahahaha...
finali everything was over... time for packing...... gosh... did something funni* was jus trying to help solve the problem.... mmm...dunno wad will happen la..hahahs anyway wad done is done.
headed back to the hub* hahahas...n its our turn to haf fun* wahahahahhs... esther* thanks to her...shout in my ear again..... stop scaring ourself......* aiyo... had our funni shots again.... hahahahs...
headed to munch...since we had nothing to eat.... and ended up holland v* ate BREKO* nice food there... hahahs and we had so much fun* hahahhs. thanks to all the forfeits.... all the laughters.... hahahahs.. we all had all the food filled into our stomach. and indeed EVERYONE is damm full* haahahahs...
and soon we realised the time is running out..... we all got to hurry back home... too bad...& its too late... sigh.. so cab back.
but overall..reali enjoy so much... we are so nonsense* cant imagine* hahahahs.... this gAng* are reali happening* hahahahs. well done guys* hahahs. we definetly haf more to come...hahahhahhas... smile.....
tml another day......to be real busy n tired.... sigh... hopefully things will go well... mm..dunno la.... the result...??? shant not even think abt it.... haahahahhas...
....alrite./...i cant stand the pain at my chest area.... it been having the pain on n off* hmpf...wads wrong??? sigh... im tired as welllll... needa slp....
goooodniteee.....=)
Love,Serenesigned off at 1:04 AM
Thursday, April 26, 2007
wed*
a day to come.. been waiting for this day*
wanna get it over and done wif!!!!!!!!!!!!
feeelings not good la..... cant even slp properly the nite b4...
my heart was beating so fast......that i cldnt breathe.... the moment of hanging...waiting for result....sigh.... jus make me sick la....
hmpf...
this will nv ever happens again.... hate this happening... and im sorry.. tink im jus moody.... i jus cant get it over... thou things are fine le... is the things in me tt i felt.. im sorry* cldnt haf lunch wif my fam... rush back to sch for the cca fair....
cool thou lots of ppl..... come come...join etp* hahahas.. good respond...quite a number of ppl joining.... we shall c how it goes....=)
was a busy day* tiring....
needed to go over to minds* to check out the location for the next up coming event.. it shld be an interesting project. waiting for it... but tt means gonna be busy again.... good la...challenges...
mama lee* drove us..
headed back home..... tired.... needa rest...
fallen aslp..while cooking,... there comes a loud thuder.tt wokes me so sudden.. i got a real shock. but lucky thing if not im in deep shit..... the soup* gosh.... perhaps GOD is hinting me to wakes. hahahahas...
tonite...im sleeping so soundly.... finali..... i have a peace in mind... thou im sad.. but i jus got to accept the fact.... blame no one la.but me.. i brought it up myself... hence...i shld be the responsible....
so no choice in sacrificing...
alrite....
i will slp soundly........ thanks for u guys tt had been worrying* sorry to let u all worry... and i noe i have been tinking too much..... but thanks for all the encouragement n support... thanks for being there for me....
Lord, i thanks u for sending ur angel to protect me* i noe u had been wif me throughout* and i had learned my lesson.. i will be good*
slping soundly*.....ZZZZzzzzzz
thur*
tiring morning.....is raining....sigh.... cant find my umbrella.... so forget it..not bringing... running late..so beta get gg....
lessoon as usual... is dry....and tiring to listen in class... hmpf..... jus feeling lAZy in somw ways... gonna haf somemore motivation in life.. hahahasss....
and i need lots of sSLPpp in the morning...not nite..wahahahahs....
tonitex have the cocktail party..... and my team which has onli 2 member...are selected for the booth* mmm...need to work on it on the grand finale...on tis saat* at harbour front* alright..... will haf lots of thinking again....
done up wif the poster....had our presentatin as well..hhahahas..cant imAgine....we impromptu* where the rest all so serious.. in getting to memorise.... mmm....
anyway...left one more day le..... jia you!!!!!
tml another long day...... doing the event on meet the parent session..... cool* tinking on my event on sentosa* I LOVE IT* ahahahahs...
ok la...
sleepyness coming to me* yawn... and tonite...i will miss my bed.. hahahahs.. gonna slp wif my 2nd sis* she sure take up alot of space.... sigh..hahahs.. ok la...
will haf fun tml....
Love,Serenesigned off at 11:11 PM
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
mon*
okieS* yesterday too tireed to blog..so misS my monday life* hahahaASs.....
woke up in the morning foR dentaL appointmenT @ SGH kP* wanna go wif me...tt silly gal...can slp dun wan to slp!!!! hhahaas...so meeting at outram!!!! while on the way out...i received a msg* mmmm..... unknown number* then.... i realise it was ms Jeanne foo* too often knowing her as ms Jeanne instead of ms foo* she congratulate me... i was shock* ................................. then son msg me* hahhahahhas....... so something is happening... hahhaas..... in the end...mr chin* my class advisor* call me* saying that i WON* reali* im happy*..... i needed money for my wants & neeedsss......
told kp* abt it*..... but....something struck me... she reminder me not to be tt happy* in way* i still haf something to be trouble at* i noe that i need the money for something else..... perhaps it GOD blessing to solve my problem.. i noe i got to sacrifice the unimportance stuff* sigh.......
anwyay..... i dunnooo howw.. tinking abt it jus makes me feel uneasy la.. haix....
today tightening is to arrange my front teeth to be str* then sooner...the holes will close upp* so pain again* perhaps...im moody la*
went to eat* wanted to eat the food court* but kp* wanted KFC* hahahas... but i insisted NOOnoo..hahahas....so she chose QI Ji* but hmpf.... i jus tot i eat something soup base la...but she made me eat rice.... no choice la...i lost in the scissor paper stone* wadeva okies* i win it next time!!!!!! i beta quickly eat before the pain come!!!!!! sigh*
headed back to sch* got meeting for the student seminar* the pain make me so tired...... hmpf...
slack in sch.... waiting for time to past* got to attend the worlview360 talk* @ 1830 so ya...still earli to go..... hub* is so cold man!!!!freezing*
went over to daiso* den headed over to the library* thanks to vic* got to walk there... under the rain* sigh* aand both my shoe & socks are totali wet again* hmpf!!!! seriously dun lyk the feeling la... my feet gona be so crumple again....
during the talk.... so mANY @$#%$$^ all this coming out* hahahas...thou i noe that the talk is enriching...sharing on how to get fundings.. but why cant get to the point str and in a simple way* me & regina* so poor thing sitting in front* dunnoo how to react* ahahahahs..
tired*....yawns!
headed home..... took train... and oh my gosh... kill me* so embrassing* esther jus makes us laugh* .............. she so wanted to sit wif ask tt.....the person beside me knew it str away without having esther to ask* me n ting got no face man* tt was reali loud esther*
home sweet home* took a bath... & here to start the ppt* got to do it asap* no more time le* sigh...
& the poster to tink abt it.... sigh..... wad to do man* .........
im feeling lerthargic so cant tink le* decided to slp instead*
ZZZZzzZZZZZzzzzzz........
oh ya* anyway...congratesss to both son & me* getting the schoolarship* well done*
tue*
raining heavily in the morning* got to bring umbrella to sch again* sigh... making my feet wet again* why cant raining days be the time im slping??? isnt tt better??? hahahahas*
first lesson..POM* mmm... so dun feel lyk waking upp....... no choice la... den to OA & web*
catching up in WEB....reali got to becareful too* me computer idiot* hahahahas....
headed down to bugis wif son* for the HONDA schoolarship interview agaiin**
had our...is tt lunch orr dinneerr??hahahas..i dunno* hahaha....nvm* and we chatted till time is upp...
mmm... today feel so much more of relaxing compare to tt day interviewed* tink cannot out pressure* must be natural* hahahahahs........
im suppose to be happy thou* maybe aft the day tml ba* .........................
jus hopping to let the time pass ASAP*
leaving everything in GOD's hand, i know HE is with me TML*
today* family dinner.... but till tis time...still not yet started ar.. hahahas. sure late de.....
aft this week will be much more relax!!!!! cant wait for it* need time to catch upp wif my frens too* sorry worx guys...... i noe tt im busy* im coming soon okies!!!!hahahas...
Love,Serenesigned off at 8:07 PM
sigh....im soo tired.....
still rushing thru all my proposal*
urrrggghhhh... too tired to blog now..
i neeeeddd to slp....
tml gonna be so dead*
=(
Love,Serenesigned off at 2:19 AM
Sunday, April 22, 2007
sun*
drag myself to wake up....
feeling so tired...
sigh....
no motivation to wake up man....
end up rushing out..hahahas
gonna late soon....soRRy*
went to wheelock there to meet up the group*
thanks to them* finali something is being done*
now left the proposal man!!!sigh...jus got to do it...
hmpf!
got no choice la..
aft tt went str to expo for service*
today went for the youth service*
cool thou* miss the time* mmmmm.. i seriously feel the strong calling back to me... and i know that i haf no reason not to go back*
GOD words are reali so powerful.. no-one can take it* once the word of calling is being said to be... & i will tear again*
praying hard... i seriously need GOD back in my life*
today sermon is reali powerful*
and i feel the sense of duty...to share to the people* i do feel that there a few of my frens who needs this.
and GOD had appoint me in telling these to u*
God has a PLAN for everyone of us*
even when u face failure*
-is jus that u r abt to start afresh -is jus tt u had yet to succeed -is jus tt u are being put to be stronger -is jus tt GOD has a BETTER PLAN for YOU!
Living in hope with the helmet of slavation*
1. YOU haf HOPE overcoming hopelessness*
no matter wad has happen.. haf hope.....
WHEN THERE"S HOPE... THERE"S LIFE*
when u give life to GOD, GOD will forgives ur sin. GOD is not gg to judge u, as JESUS had taken over our place of being JUDGE. GOD had put heaven in our heart* .... whats heaven*? ------------------------> THE HOLY SPIRIT*
keep on praying, keep on working.. HE will answer ur prayer* nv give up*
LIFE IS FULLL OF HOPE*
SHARES SOME RESEARCH.....
some mice were put to test* in two different tank of water* in this test: to find out how long can the mice swim to survive?
tank A: does not even haf a hope or a way for the mice to get out. not a single chance* so the mice gave up and instead of continue to struggle tinking to live* it choose to dive into the water and drown str away*
tank B: there seems to be a hope or a way out* but still cant manage to get out. but there might be a chance and a hope there* these group of mice continue to struggle in the water.....
in conclusion: is not life to have a hope.... BUT THERE'S A HOPE IN LIFE*
2. YOU have a DESTINY overcoming AIMLESSNESS*
IN LIFE, THERE'S IS A PURPOSE. LIVE EXCITEDLY*
remember what GOD had DONE for US*
LIFE IS NOT ABOUT MAKING THE MOST MONEY, BUT FULFILLING GOD'S PURPOSED*
you haf a REASON TO BE HERE* YOU HAF A PURPOSE TO LIVE*
3. YOU are an OVERCOMER overcoming HELPLESSNESS*
GOD is able to do FAR more than u can imagine.
the biggest reason: the past tt u are still holding on*
BUT...GOD SAYS: LIVE FOR THE GREAT FUTURE AHEAD* THROW AWAY THE PAST*
YOU ARE GOD'S WORKMANSHIP!!!!
have FAITH* BELIEVED* KEEP ON PRAYING*
me reali touch by HIS words... HIS LOVES are over-flowing*
PRAISE THE LORD*
went back home....still veri tired thou... slept in the train..cant take it le..so no choice la... long journey* slept thru the noon... haven been slping for tt much... but still it seems insufficient... didnt want to get up... but...no choice la...got my work to do still.... =(
tml gg for tightening again... sigh.. i gonna suffer for 3 DAYS again!!!!!!! hate it la*
alrite..im tired... cant go on... sleep to my fullest*
i thanks GOD for everything HE had given to me* my FAmily & friends*
Love,Serenesigned off at 11:44 PM
sat*
im veri veri tired today*
perhaps didnt haf a good slp last nite... plus today gonna wake upp soo earli..for the student seminar. no matter wad gonna pull myself up to wake upp!!!~sigh
gonna go all the way to bukit batok* okies... and tis time... gg to hong kong once again man!!!! hahahas... and so coincident...... we are gg back to the same sch too* jus tt is a differ objective la...... and wif differ groups of ppl* mmmmm...but then dunno shld i go not... still in the process of thinking la... obviously so much of wanting to go..... but when comes to tink on the finacial part... hmpf...abit diffcult... sigh... unless i got to go work n earn the shopping allowance....
anyway...aft the breifing ended... went to eat breakfast..hahahs vegetarian bee hoon... is nice thou.... thanks to boon siong* hope i spell ur name correctly* ahahahahs he is our tour guide today... showing the area..and letting us know wad r the best food* haahahs...
had a debating session wif him as well.... dunnoo if to go hk* hahahs... but he still persist of encoraging us to go la... hahhas....so funni*
headed to west mall for a walk.... mm...it ben so long tt i had been there... still remeber having dance work competition there... those were the days la... proud to be dancing on stage... but now...sigh.. i dun tink i haf the chance again... sigh...
watched the detactive nightmare... gros show as welll...hate all the cutting n bloody scene.... eeeekkkk...cannot take it la... got shock by the stupid sound effect...
ate old chang kee* and there new food wor...the curry in a loaf* we hhad a share..is reali big la.. cant finish.. but is nice... good curry..its spicy... the more u eat it... okies and im damm full la...cant walk..hahhahas
den to causeway point...wa....there reali big man... gosh...so crowded.....
tired leeee.... time to go home le... so sleeepy... hahahahs... on the train back le.....
but end upp didnt go home... met up wif KP* hahahs.. she wants dinner* hahahas.. so was deciding JE or BL* hahahahas.. end up go BL* mmm....
watched super fan too* KP decision.... im nice ok let u decide...since u wan ur fan sooo much!!!!hahahahahas...
my shopping mood today ar... or izzit tt im being trouble in a way tt i need to vent it out?? bought a new perfume* hahhass..adidas de* is nice..sweet smelling...hahhas den a belt* suddenly caught my eyes..... hahahas... and lastly...cannot imagine... hahhas.. i bought a cordless phone myself..wahahahahas is gonna be my usage onli.. hahahs.. but bet...my sis they all sure to take it and use... hahahahs.. probably..i shld set up a fund.... when they use...they pay me*hahhahas...phone ladies in tradition.hahahahas* ok la..im not tt bad la.. jus dun make me catch them not charging...and when the time i wanna use it no more batt* then they goona be DEAD...and get it from MEEE!!!! wahahahahahs~
home sweeet home...reali tired la... anyway...the rubber band in the throat..damm irritaing la..reali cannot stand it le.. sigh...cannt puke it out to..neither can i swallow it down... izzit gonna be stuck there foreva*
now gonna complete the proposal.... gosh..so many things to do mann... & worst tml is the deadline man..... reali dunno how la..... gonna wake up earli again.sigh.. tink the whole week i jus cant haf sufficint rest de....=((((( no choice la...hopefully aft tis week wld be a beta week la....
................................
blank out* tired and tired* sigh. bothered* disturbed* sian..................... irritated*
Love,Serenesigned off at 1:07 AM
Saturday, April 21, 2007
okies* finali...here come the day!!!!
anxiety all over.... everyone all so anxious too* but thanks for everyone helps..... all the teachers.......=)
all excited..
but did my best.... even if cant get it... im okies.... at least i did try* and overcome the fear* got a good experience.... and i wld continue to work hard fo my future* jia you serene!!!!!
probably..i need alot of enoragement words...mmm..sometime do felt tired mentally* need to sustain myself too* i noe i can do it* and dun worry la... i will take care of my health still* tt will be impt*
anyway....at least now felt lighten a lil* got few more proposal to go thru* and then got to set back to my track on my studies le*
true* in a way* tt one does not need too much of recognition. if u have enough of it...u got to stop n give the chance to others.... one cannot be too greedy... one cannot be too proud and over-confident*
im happy in wad im achieving now... but i wld still achieve to my heightest peak tt HE* wants me TOO*
walks the ways of HIS path* i will only follow ur footsteps*
aft interview...met up wif KP* finali ya... but dunno wads wrongs ar........ a lil lost btw uss...
wad happennnsss too*
anyway...thanks for ur dinner today* ate asian kitchen!!!! but dun forget u still owe me my new york new york* haahahs ok la.....i shall be nice...and treat u sushi* okies...since u wanted to eat... hahahhas..=)
good dinner....veri full...
went take a sit outside vivo..... talkings...... and we realise tt...something is missing btw us.. mmm....
hopefully things will be fine too yar... probably...we both are tired today... indeeed we are rreal tired laa... ........ mmm.......alrites.. n pls....do take care of urself too.. noe u oso stress.. relax okies. we must pull thru..jia you okies!!!! believe in urself tt u can do it too*
=)
too tired...to continue.... sigh... and at tis hours........
but no choice la... jus got to c wad can be done to the proposal...........
headiing....to bukit batok tml.... attending the student serminars...... hopefully can wakes man... hahahs....
nothing is impossible............................
Love,Serenesigned off at 1:30 AM
Friday, April 20, 2007
thur*
finali coming to the second last day of the week* weee.... and today nothing much la... jus a lil tired thou.. lesson as usual.... on oa and pom...
gosh...was so anxious on the training ltr....mrs yeo might come... okis tt makes me even anxious abt....
cant concentrate in class.... sometinng is jus bothering me la...
why ar...??
i oso asking myself!!!!
mmmm....anyway...
tinking on the things to be studied for this sem exam... sigh... seems alot....
got to strive even harderrr..... urggghhhh....
training aft sch again... so excited.. but got to be urself tt is impt la.. hahahahs...
i believe i can do it* hahahas.. HAVE FAITH* =)
hungry & hungry as usual...... went clementi to eat wif son*
sigh.... no-one in my team is doing the work..... am i consider suai?? and the most ridiculous things happens!!!! one of my team memebers can even say that...she did not attend the camp....and is not from my team?? why is tt so man??? weird la.. is tt another form of excuse again????
wonderful*
too tired..n sick of waiting too*
me & ting will start the ball rolling ourself!!!!!!!!!!! even if we didnt win* at least we did our best!!!!!!!!!!
went mac to discuss the work.....mmm...but time was short la...jus can onli do a lil..... still left not much time thou.... got to try our best la.....
jia you*
smile*
tml is the actual interview le*..................
a few more hours to go...
.........
and im hungry now! wahahahahs..
okies...so time to slp!!!!
hahahahahs...
yawn*
goodnites....
KP* came over my place to take something...but so nice of her la....she bought me gastric medi...oh goshh....u r so thoughtful* thanks so much!!!!!!! but u beta too tc okies...if u need let me noeee=)))
to the world: believe in the lord wif all ur heart, mind & ur soul*
Love,Serenesigned off at 1:42 AM
Thursday, April 19, 2007
wed*
had breakfast at mac wif son* den we did our proposal on hk* since lesson starts at 1* cool ar....onli tis week la... following weeks will be busy too le....sigh....
headed bACK to sch....
oa lesson* gosh SR2 so cold man...& again...i forgot to bring my jacket... sitting under the aircon...freezing... tired..and draggy... learing on the topics of PA* hahahs..the qualities of it* bascially is a thick book* sigh.... exam dead man* hahahs....now dun wanna tink abt it first laa... more on proposal man....
den to pom lesson... mm...admin stuff again... how to market a products... definition of marketing... spind farmiliar...kp*???hahahahs jus heard from u while we study together man.hahahahs...
miss studying wif u* hahahs... but tt weeks was rather scary... tinking back god..im damm stresss..
now equally la...getting more n more white hair... sigh...
stayed back for training for the interview of schoolarship.....time flies and is 2 hours gone.... and needed to rush down to jurong east library for the worldview seminars talks* gosh...son & i so hungry!!!!!!
and...in the end.....we both having bad gastric le... sigh....... draged home in pain.......
sometime i wonder..am i doing to much to myself??? do i deserve so mmuch actuali?? GOD...is that wad u want me to do?? i believe wad i gain now...is not only my part* but wad GOD had given to me* i thanks GOd for everything i had* & i do believe that he would take anything away from me* to let me face more challenging obstacles..... but with GOD around...i'll be safe*
if ever something is taken away from me...a beta things wld be in return* with GOD all things are possible* AMEN!
think i jus cant get my mind settle as welll.... felt so disturbed...sigh.... GOD pls guide me along... i seriously need ur guidance*
now im doing well in sch.....but i noe tis is not gg to be so smooth-sailing everytime...and in no time i will need to face huge problems* sigh....but i seriously hate getting disappointed...haix....
do i need to stop doing much.... am i being too outgoing? or even kaypo to say* getting popular...known to ppl may not be a good thing too.... jus stress la.... dunno if it right or not.......
i am jus who i am*
DEar LORD, pls bless those ppl who needs ur helps.... people who are struggling so much..... filled them with love....showing them that u are the one who can change impossible to possible. people who had tried their best in their studies who is now waiting for a space in poly..... they had a great future ahead.... more people to come to know u* ur love is the GREATEST*
in JESUS name AMEN*
yawn...*tired... goodnite.
Love,Serenesigned off at 1:01 AM
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
tue*
morning lesson......9am*
seems lyk getting back to sem 1 again* sigh...
no choice la... i choice this myself...
anyway...got all the notes....starting on it le, gosh...it rather headache..when u see so wordy* and notes are so thick* and proposal cant get away wif it de...sure to haf!!!! mmmmm.....
wasn feeling well earlier on...dunno why* perhaps the food i ate.hahahas... lucky im okies...
start first lesson on web* mama lee teaching....=)
hopefully i can catch it....im a computer idiot la.. hahahs..
saw dear* she jus finish her gym.... went back together....
okies.... seems that both my good frens haf problems ar.....wad can i do too* wadeva i can i did le* sad seeing u both lyk tt too* sigh.....
but hais wad to do.....jus hope things wld be fine.....
went marketing wif her....she wanna cook dinner herself..hahahs... okies tt sound lyk we veri long nv cook too le.. hahahas...busy schedule now la... but dun worry will fixed a day* hahahahs....
home for dinner* ohhh...and ohhh.... got new family member to intro* hahahs new hamster* name: mao mao.... hahahahs i change....my sis wan her to be called fei fei* i dun wan* hahhahas.... so many name la.. and my second sis* called him: ah boy* wahahahahas... cool ar... all sort of name!!!!
anyway..... we loves u...and we wanna bring u a happy family*
so hopefully.....my mama wont want it to send away..... sigh...=( tink ppl who knows me will know wad incident had happen lo...mmmm....
doin proposal......................................... many to come... urgghhhhh....... sigh!!!
isnt tis sem suppose to be more relax?????
sigh.........................
Love,Serenesigned off at 12:05 AM
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
sat* & sun*
camping!!!! gosh..wondering was it back at the same place...hahahs...the boy scout camp!!! that was lyk so many years back* thinking back abt it...the moment of worshiping & prasing GOD* it was a good location*
AS for tis time round....mmm...although overall was good la...but then...expected more challenging game instead......... and it a learning camp in a way!!!!got to sit on the HARD concrete floor* the whole day!!!! my butt was lyk so pain when siting.......=( no choice la. wad selecting into groups..my name was not in any group..wahahah...so does tt means i can go back home???wahahahs...
anyway..was suppose to be in group 8 wif my son..but then guess too many ppl le...so i was shifted to group 4.wif ting* gosh...pls kill me too in the group! at first still tot was okies..cos it was onli the begining!!!but guess WHAT!!!! it too overbroad le..... we had games & activities to build up the teamspirit...it was still alrite la.at least me & ting can "zhi high"........ but when come to eating....... IT WAS SILENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gosh....im lyk gg to faint la. okies..at least me & ting still can talk to one another..... nvm..... den when come to the disucussion part for the presentation.......worst.... nobody wants to open their golden mouth.....WADS WRONG ARS??IZZIT SO HARD TO SAY SOMETHINGG>??? i dun understand!!!!! then wads the point of coming to camp when u decide to KEEP QUIET*???? u tink things will be done by keeping quietttt???? goodness sick..... lucky things at least esther group join team wif us....if not i seriously gonna be dead!!!!!!! in the end...the 3 of us 'zhi high' ourself.... i jus want to enjoy myself to the fullest...to learn as much as i can!!!!!!! so pls do not be a hinder to me la!!!!!!
campfire*...... the skit finali done up....performance was good..in a way la.... but guess wad will happen without the 3 of uss?????jus imagine la......... but it was reali funni with the inno trek people* hahahahas// they are reali entertaining!!!!!they are the so called magicians* wahahahahahs...cool* laughing at my heads off too* the poor guy had falled off the chair...facing his face down...landed flat on the floor* ahahas...amzingly* hahahahs..and the funniest part...getting hypnotise* oh gosh!!!!!!! first try.... second try* third try*.....all three fainted!!!!!! hahahaahs............ cant stop laughing abt it!!!!!
time to wash up!!! finali...im so sticky & stinko* sad things was...we will be slping on wooden planks...thou sleeping bag had be given to us...but hello......is still HARD la.!!!!! my body is already aching..and now i got to slp on hard things...making it worst man! cant slp througout the night... i hide myself into the sleeping bag scare got mosquito bite* hahahas..but in the middle of the nite...i cant take it la..it was too hot!!!!so i took one of my leg out!!!!wahahahas... but guess what....my leg lyk got attack by all the hungry mosquito man!!!!!!so damm itchy.....cant take it...so no choice got to bear with the hotness n hide myself back into the sleeping bag again!!!!! =( sigh...... funny things was..i heard a loud sound...den realised it was esther....hahahs...thanks to her leg kicking it down* she nearly cause injury to someone else...hahahahahs.....poor gal downstair*... next morning....got to wake up so earlii....=( tired...yawn!!!! got to listen to talks again!!!!but luckily is in aircon room...haahs.. sorrry to say that the first speaker was rather a lil hard to get the attention....imagine..the tone is monotone....will u slp?? plus u r tired la...but ok la..i tried to listen & understand thou* at least the second speaker not bad la...a lil of excitement....and i realised im a left brain user*wahaahahs...tt wad the speaker say if ur right thumb is over ur left thumb...hahahas.. AND THANKS SO MUCH FOR ALL THE TALKINGs FROM UR GOLDEN MOUTH*when actual facts nothing is being said in the gruop discussion...so what the point of getting into the group then?????CAN ANYBODY TELLLL MEEEEE????? NVM...dun understand y ppl cant be initiative as well???? izzit hard to be a leader????jus a name to it.....still human anyway!!!!! and for the moment....it onli by taking the marker to write on the paper....izzit so HARD?????GOSH......but jus noone want to do it!!!!! and in the end who else again..... but mE!!!!!!!!!! nvm..again.... presentation.... at least i tot someone could do it..... but dun expect much man..... excuses can be: sorry..im not good at my english*.....HELLLLO CAN U ASK URSELF WAD SCH R U FROM???? ok so wad if ur english is not good....does it mean that u cant SPEAK OUT TOO*???i mean if that the case dun ever talk in english then!!!!!!!!!!!! another one: sorry i jus sneeze....i cant present!!! okies...can anyone help me by jus killing me too* wont u feel pissed when u hear all tis??? so in the end.....is still ME who present!!!!!!!!!
poor fen* today another incident* milo spill over her...aft not long i told her to becareful for her sweater...cos she place it on the table..so she decided to place it on her lap...but who noes...awhile later....the result came the same!!!!she had to go back to the bunker to change her shirt..and not she got to bring back a milo sweater..& a broken slipper that got stuck in the mud*
here comes...the debating time!!!!!!~ hahaahs...is wasnt into planning.... but i jus dun get it too* why dun u understand & accept itt?? by onli saying that it wasnt a good idea...y cant u tink of ways to improve on it then???? im not asking for another idea..since u tink tt it isnt a good idea of profitable...den say SOMETHING* i jus nearly kill myself...!!!! taking all over the same old things for the past 30 mins!!!! HELLLLOOOOOO!!!!CAN WE LYK MOVE ONN???? im not saying that ur ideas arent good as well but tink abt it seriously....... will u rather choose someone professional or will u jus take any elderly to be ur tour guide....when u come to a unfarmilarise country???? i seriouly dun understand....quite disappointed in knowing that my group ppl are lyk that!!!!!
sigh......... and for the proposal,hahahs...i guess no hope too le la.....=( although i do wish that it could be a good one!!!!sigh...but then.... the MATTERS IS STILL THE GROUPING* THE PEOPLE THAT WORK TOGETHER......AIMING FOR THE SAME GOAL* but i cant see it in mine!!!!!! finali is about to end le.............. and finali.........there a challenging game* needing to get into a small circle...fitting everyone together* start cracking the brain!!!!! but everyone is so noisy* this guy so funni..taking the micro bbut not giving instruction....??hello??wad u doing then?? everyone is talking* can anything be heard?????NOPE!!!!!!! level rising upp* but finali* geeting all the guys on the floor* gals are all in the circle.... that makes it perfect*
time for pictures* group pict* took the first bus back..ahahhas..we all ks* ar..hahahahs but we r the last to take the bus when we go there..so hahahas..it ok..hahahs went to mac* had our dinner there!!!hahahas talk so much of craps..... hahahs...laughing at nobody business..hahaahhas..... but enjoyed ourselves so much!!!! went back at about 9 plus.................
and the next day is school reopen le..........
mon* wooooo.... all came back to school...hahahahs...had our result slip back!!!!=) and now my class is known as SM* wahaahahahahahs...... smile* yea....elective: web plublishing man!!!! hahahahs... no ETP* smile* but then my studying timing seems to be long now................sigh................. got to go home late again!!!!! took our notes... gosh is so thick and wordy* gosh... no motivation into it* scare la... so much of things to capture into the brain* wondering if i can do it not... i noe must haf FAITH* smile* yesh```
sch ended earli...since nothing much.... went for lunch at imm long john..... met kp & jess talk awhile...and headed home... too full to eat dinner yet....so did not eat.. till 9 plus at home... hungry le....but too lazy go n buy* since i veri long nv eat cup noodle...hahahahs. so here come the seafood!!!!! smile smile* at least im once in a while wor....yea~
okiess....didnt expect us to tok so much.... but thanks for telling me how u feel...guess u had been keeping wif u for quite sometime too* and i noe it takes alot of courage to say it out..especially the first time* i didnt expect u saying this face to face to me* so....i cldnt say much to u la.
n i tot tt u were in a way....jus aking onli.....lyk if onli*..nv did i tot tt u meant it for real....
and that we are close naturally....mmm... u r someone special to me..in a way i care abt u... and wld want to know how u doing.... i dunno wad will hapen in future... i cant assure u with anything now... but come to tink abt it... it seems that im being unfair to u* i cant leave u hanging for long* tis is wad i feel la... we know too abt the problems occuring in future...as it reali foolish to give up on opportunity... (i wouldnt want it to happen to anyone of us.) plus..emotional feeling is very fragile* hurts are hard to handle...... i had fear in getting r/s in a clique of frens.. i jus dun wish to had another spoiled clique of frens jus cos of r/s again clique's frenship are harder to get then r/s... committment may be another thing... the life of being alone..and having someone's else with u....is different//*
or maybe....the lifestyle may affects too*
im a person who thinks far... sometime tink too much la... (may not be a good thing too)
..............................
perhaps...we still need more time..... or...perhaps..GOD wants us to go thru obstacles first.....
but..i seriously i thank GOD for u*
Love,Serenesigned off at 8:06 PM
Friday, April 13, 2007
thu*
morning shift* thanks to fei* change shift wif me....=) wanna o back home earli to finish upp my report...
raining today again...sigh..my toes are hurt becos of the new shoe...hmpf!!!!!!
today working feelin so different* hhahas.. my last day hur...=( sad thou..
i will miss u ppl*
took picts... hahahas...even the guest wanna take wif us* lyk stars ar!!!hhahahas...
tt's the motivation to work* but guess, no more le* sigh....
anyway..i noe that things isnt as simple of wad it look*
perhaps ppl are jus nice infront* mmm yea...tt's common la in working environment*
anyway finali given out the hong kong gifts to u all* it specially from me okies* hahhahas... those that haf not taken i will eat all by myself!!!! wahahahahas....* jk*
time to go off* aft work le... went to find mommy* she look so happy* hahahahs...anyway..,missin working wif her too*
ate wif jj they all n headed home*
legs pain*
tired too.......
urghh...my nose are still blocking....=/
son still sick..getting worried...pls take good care^ it serious...
fri*
finali can get to wake up a lil late.... no worris in scare to get up late....hahahs
but woke up waitin for my new wireless connection...cool ar...finali it coming...tt's mean i need to save up to get my personal lappy arr!!!!wahahahahahs....
dunnnoo when too....sigh....
tml it the worldview camp le* excited for it..dunno wad we gonna do too* hahahahas...
cant wait......
and soon//...its sch reopening again!!!!!!!!
GOD is watching over us* keeping us safe* GOD wld bless u in recovering* in jesus's name* AMEN-
*//PRAISE THE LORD//*
Love,Serenesigned off at 4:06 PM
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
last nite got a slightly fever* therefore this morning a lil unwell when wake upp..my eyes seems to be lyk small* headache ar*... plus my flu* is killing me* cant breathe* -sick-
anyway..daddie came n fetch me to work* pack prawn noodle for the rest* raining so heavily man!!!!! sigh* there goes my shoe again*............. my sock are soaking wet again* gonna soak the whole day man* hate the feelin* YUCKS!!!!!! no choice la.....
today work ok la.....thou kinder of hot at first but heavy rain aft tt...... suspended ride..for abt 1 hour* so went over to the bus stop area to c if anyone need helps* yea...
tis gal so poor thing...she vomited in front of sky tower's dustbin* went to get her warm water* lucky she is okies* she seems okies at first...dunno why suddendly lyk tt*.....poor thing*
counting down the time*
soon last ride.....
second last day man.........=( sad...
no time for work again!
= to no more money! sigh!!!!!
anymore shorter time working slot for mee?? wahahahahahs...
i can do baby siting for an hour* hahahahahs...
bad flu* wanna chop off my nose too*
tml working morning shift* EArli morning man..!!!!
but good can go back earli... need to finish off the work tt i need to do man!!!!
waiting for the comin up CAMP!
winkies*
Love,Serenesigned off at 11:44 PM
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Mon*
went look aft TiGER* today last day* =(
probably in a few months again den will et the chance......
is a monday blue*
quiet monday as well*
working... wif a ood weather...=) love it so much!!! so coollin n refreshing*
but can u imagine.....
for the last 2 hours*.....
onli 2 person is on the ride*
gosh....
but got a good view at the fire works* smile...
so happy aft work!!!!
met shifu, & halim* & fur as well* tt stupid gay boy* gros man!!!!
sicko guy!!!!hahhahas... sTop actin lyk a ggay...if not u reali become wan..wahahahas...trust me...
yea ate MAc..again..wad else rite..sian!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okies..had so much of laughter today* all the nonsence la.!!!
home sweet home*
tue*
gonna wake up earli in the mornin!!!!
need to go back sch tml...(meeting) for the meet the parent session*
ms faith lee so nice* got breakfast for us* hahahas.
now to the discussion....
ohh..got the news abt getttin schoolarship wor*// (me & my son*)
but dunnoo abt the actual thingy ba..will c how when it come*
hopefully the event wld be good..hahahhas..
aft which headed to town..for some shopping...
but too bad it raining...=(
my son is sick la., so poor thing...
sorry wor..pull u to come along....
so all of us went back..
met mommy..headed to bugis..today's her shoppin day man,,she spend 60 bucks..hahahas...