My name is Serene, twenty-one this year, usually people don't believe. i love any kind of sports, taking new challenges in life. Dancing use to be so important in my life, but well i've stop. I definetly miss those time when i'm on the stage. Came From An IJ School. Always with an IJ Spirit. How i wish i could travel around for shopping. Passion is the key of success. I am so blessed to have a lovely family.
camping!!!! gosh..wondering was it back at the same place...hahahs...the boy scout camp!!! that was lyk so many years back* thinking back abt it...the moment of worshiping & prasing GOD* it was a good location*
AS for tis time round....mmm...although overall was good la...but then...expected more challenging game instead......... and it a learning camp in a way!!!!got to sit on the HARD concrete floor* the whole day!!!! my butt was lyk so pain when siting.......=( no choice la. wad selecting into groups..my name was not in any group..wahahah...so does tt means i can go back home???wahahahs...
anyway..was suppose to be in group 8 wif my son..but then guess too many ppl le...so i was shifted to group 4.wif ting* gosh...pls kill me too in the group! at first still tot was okies..cos it was onli the begining!!!but guess WHAT!!!! it too overbroad le..... we had games & activities to build up the teamspirit...it was still alrite la.at least me & ting can "zhi high"........ but when come to eating....... IT WAS SILENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gosh....im lyk gg to faint la. okies..at least me & ting still can talk to one another..... nvm..... den when come to the disucussion part for the presentation.......worst.... nobody wants to open their golden mouth.....WADS WRONG ARS??IZZIT SO HARD TO SAY SOMETHINGG>??? i dun understand!!!!! then wads the point of coming to camp when u decide to KEEP QUIET*???? u tink things will be done by keeping quietttt???? goodness sick..... lucky things at least esther group join team wif us....if not i seriously gonna be dead!!!!!!! in the end...the 3 of us 'zhi high' ourself.... i jus want to enjoy myself to the fullest...to learn as much as i can!!!!!!! so pls do not be a hinder to me la!!!!!!
campfire*...... the skit finali done up....performance was good..in a way la.... but guess wad will happen without the 3 of uss?????jus imagine la......... but it was reali funni with the inno trek people* hahahahas// they are reali entertaining!!!!!they are the so called magicians* wahahahahahs...cool* laughing at my heads off too* the poor guy had falled off the chair...facing his face down...landed flat on the floor* ahahas...amzingly* hahahahs..and the funniest part...getting hypnotise* oh gosh!!!!!!! first try.... second try* third try*.....all three fainted!!!!!! hahahaahs............ cant stop laughing abt it!!!!!
time to wash up!!! finali...im so sticky & stinko* sad things was...we will be slping on wooden planks...thou sleeping bag had be given to us...but hello......is still HARD la.!!!!! my body is already aching..and now i got to slp on hard things...making it worst man! cant slp througout the night... i hide myself into the sleeping bag scare got mosquito bite* hahahas..but in the middle of the nite...i cant take it la..it was too hot!!!!so i took one of my leg out!!!!wahahahas... but guess what....my leg lyk got attack by all the hungry mosquito man!!!!!!so damm itchy.....cant take it...so no choice got to bear with the hotness n hide myself back into the sleeping bag again!!!!! =( sigh...... funny things was..i heard a loud sound...den realised it was esther....hahahs...thanks to her leg kicking it down* she nearly cause injury to someone else...hahahahahs.....poor gal downstair*... next morning....got to wake up so earlii....=( tired...yawn!!!! got to listen to talks again!!!!but luckily is in aircon room...haahs.. sorrry to say that the first speaker was rather a lil hard to get the attention....imagine..the tone is monotone....will u slp?? plus u r tired la...but ok la..i tried to listen & understand thou* at least the second speaker not bad la...a lil of excitement....and i realised im a left brain user*wahaahahs...tt wad the speaker say if ur right thumb is over ur left thumb...hahahas.. AND THANKS SO MUCH FOR ALL THE TALKINGs FROM UR GOLDEN MOUTH*when actual facts nothing is being said in the gruop discussion...so what the point of getting into the group then?????CAN ANYBODY TELLLL MEEEEE????? NVM...dun understand y ppl cant be initiative as well???? izzit hard to be a leader????jus a name to it.....still human anyway!!!!! and for the moment....it onli by taking the marker to write on the paper....izzit so HARD?????GOSH......but jus noone want to do it!!!!! and in the end who else again..... but mE!!!!!!!!!! nvm..again.... presentation.... at least i tot someone could do it..... but dun expect much man..... excuses can be: sorry..im not good at my english*.....HELLLLO CAN U ASK URSELF WAD SCH R U FROM???? ok so wad if ur english is not good....does it mean that u cant SPEAK OUT TOO*???i mean if that the case dun ever talk in english then!!!!!!!!!!!! another one: sorry i jus sneeze....i cant present!!! okies...can anyone help me by jus killing me too* wont u feel pissed when u hear all tis??? so in the end.....is still ME who present!!!!!!!!!
poor fen* today another incident* milo spill over her...aft not long i told her to becareful for her sweater...cos she place it on the table..so she decided to place it on her lap...but who noes...awhile later....the result came the same!!!!she had to go back to the bunker to change her shirt..and not she got to bring back a milo sweater..& a broken slipper that got stuck in the mud*
here comes...the debating time!!!!!!~ hahaahs...is wasnt into planning.... but i jus dun get it too* why dun u understand & accept itt?? by onli saying that it wasnt a good idea...y cant u tink of ways to improve on it then???? im not asking for another idea..since u tink tt it isnt a good idea of profitable...den say SOMETHING* i jus nearly kill myself...!!!! taking all over the same old things for the past 30 mins!!!! HELLLLOOOOOO!!!!CAN WE LYK MOVE ONN???? im not saying that ur ideas arent good as well but tink abt it seriously....... will u rather choose someone professional or will u jus take any elderly to be ur tour guide....when u come to a unfarmilarise country???? i seriouly dun understand....quite disappointed in knowing that my group ppl are lyk that!!!!!
sigh......... and for the proposal,hahahs...i guess no hope too le la.....=( although i do wish that it could be a good one!!!!sigh...but then.... the MATTERS IS STILL THE GROUPING* THE PEOPLE THAT WORK TOGETHER......AIMING FOR THE SAME GOAL* but i cant see it in mine!!!!!! finali is about to end le.............. and finali.........there a challenging game* needing to get into a small circle...fitting everyone together* start cracking the brain!!!!! but everyone is so noisy* this guy so funni..taking the micro bbut not giving instruction....??hello??wad u doing then?? everyone is talking* can anything be heard?????NOPE!!!!!!! level rising upp* but finali* geeting all the guys on the floor* gals are all in the circle.... that makes it perfect*
time for pictures* group pict* took the first bus back..ahahhas..we all ks* ar..hahahahs but we r the last to take the bus when we go there..so hahahas..it ok..hahahs went to mac* had our dinner there!!!hahahas talk so much of craps..... hahahs...laughing at nobody business..hahaahhas..... but enjoyed ourselves so much!!!! went back at about 9 plus.................
and the next day is school reopen le..........
mon* wooooo.... all came back to school...hahahahs...had our result slip back!!!!=) and now my class is known as SM* wahaahahahahahs...... smile* yea....elective: web plublishing man!!!! hahahahs... no ETP* smile* but then my studying timing seems to be long now................sigh................. got to go home late again!!!!! took our notes... gosh is so thick and wordy* gosh... no motivation into it* scare la... so much of things to capture into the brain* wondering if i can do it not... i noe must haf FAITH* smile* yesh```
sch ended earli...since nothing much.... went for lunch at imm long john..... met kp & jess talk awhile...and headed home... too full to eat dinner yet....so did not eat.. till 9 plus at home... hungry le....but too lazy go n buy* since i veri long nv eat cup noodle...hahahahs. so here come the seafood!!!!! smile smile* at least im once in a while wor....yea~
okiess....didnt expect us to tok so much.... but thanks for telling me how u feel...guess u had been keeping wif u for quite sometime too* and i noe it takes alot of courage to say it out..especially the first time* i didnt expect u saying this face to face to me* so....i cldnt say much to u la.
n i tot tt u were in a way....jus aking onli.....lyk if onli*..nv did i tot tt u meant it for real....
and that we are close naturally....mmm... u r someone special to me..in a way i care abt u... and wld want to know how u doing.... i dunno wad will hapen in future... i cant assure u with anything now... but come to tink abt it... it seems that im being unfair to u* i cant leave u hanging for long* tis is wad i feel la... we know too abt the problems occuring in future...as it reali foolish to give up on opportunity... (i wouldnt want it to happen to anyone of us.) plus..emotional feeling is very fragile* hurts are hard to handle...... i had fear in getting r/s in a clique of frens.. i jus dun wish to had another spoiled clique of frens jus cos of r/s again clique's frenship are harder to get then r/s... committment may be another thing... the life of being alone..and having someone's else with u....is different//*
or maybe....the lifestyle may affects too*
im a person who thinks far... sometime tink too much la... (may not be a good thing too)
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perhaps...we still need more time..... or...perhaps..GOD wants us to go thru obstacles first.....
